I was
nowhere near ready when all it ended
So I hoped
we could find a new day, cannot live without you
You gave me
the chance, time and again, in vain
Now my
feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full
Break the
chain, but no longer can I take the pain
It's hard
for me to love myself right now,
I've
waited, hated, blamed it all on you
Needed to
be strong, yet I was always too weak
So I can
only blame myself for this state we are in
I will take
what you have for me now, if it's not too late
Did you
change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain
It's hard
for me to love myself right now,
I've
waited, hated, blamed it all on you
I need you
less and less
Every day
fix this moral decay
Yet I have
grown to love you even more
I fall
back, and I turn another cheek.
You mouth
the words you're not ready to speak
You're
scared of me now; no I never had a clue
That I'd
become so much stronger than you.
I will take
what you have for me now, if it's not too late
If you like
I will leave, I will not miss the last train again
It's hard
for me to love myself right now,
I've
waited, hated, blamed it all on you...
It's hard
for me to love your face right now
I'm
waiting, hating, needing being me
I need you
less and less and
Every day
leads us farther away
From that
moment
It's hard
for me to hate myself right now
Finally I'm
understanding me
One day we
may have whole new me's and you's
But first I
need to learn to love me too....
Y.