I was nowhere near ready when all it endedSo I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without youYou gave me the chance, time and again, in vainNow my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in fullBreak the chain, but no longer can I take the painIt's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on youNeeded to be strong, yet I was always too weakSo I can only blame myself for this state we are inI will take what you have for me now, if it's not too lateDid you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grainIt's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on youI need you less and lessEvery day fix this moral decayYet I have grown to love you even moreI fall back, and I turn another cheek.You mouth the words you're not ready to speakYou're scared of me now; no I never had a clueThat I'd become so much stronger than you.I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too lateIf you like I will leave, I will not miss the last train againIt's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you...It's hard for me to love your face right nowI'm waiting, hating, needing being meI need you less and less andEvery day leads us farther awayFrom that momentIt's hard for me to hate myself right nowFinally I'm understanding meOne day we may have whole new me's and you'sBut first I need to learn to love me too....
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